someone?

my heart beat pump so fast that i couldn't control it. i can barely hard to manage my tension and stress. i am kind of lost control actually inside my body, but yet my face motion just keep on maintain within one look. i don't know how can i do it, i don't know how to find my guts back. i'm too tiny to be seen. i don't know what am i troubling about. i think i need a talk. yes, i need a talk. someone? my heart keep beating like hell, as if i'm going to die once i go to sleep. it's a critical feeling, it's a horrible moment, it's suck when it's time for bed! i really hate night time, it made me like a criminal, a thief, a nobody, a coward zombie. i think i need a talk. yes! i really need a talk. someone? ...............