You see, praying is actually not working at all, so do the wishes.
Wishes are made just as a reminder to oneself, so that you remember what to do and what to achieve.
You know what I wish and pray for?
Well, whatever... In fact, that's my own problem, right?.
That is a weird thing, why people always not satisfied with own's situation, but to admire others.
Actually, I pretty love myself. Everything I did, will surely turn back and ask for my feeling.
I care myself much than others. And so, it's the only way I could please myself.
Just imagine in this way, go for it which I'm comfort with.
But that is a serious problem instead. I'm not a honest girl, lie to myself is absolutely make me an idiot.
Definitely, I'm an idiot.
Because what I'm doing exactly right now is waiting.
I'm waiting for someone to care about me, as I had done enough caring myself and others.
It's exhausted, do you know that?.
Having such a family member is really an exhausted job, but nobody knows it, and yet, nobody would rather wan to talk to me and get to know it.
I know that communication is very important in our life, and so, I like to talk to people and get to know more about them, just to avoid unnecessary conflict between one another. It's not an easy job in fact, if one's doesn't want to communicate with you. It's tough to judge and predict oneself just using my small brain. It's tough and it could probably welled up my eyes.
Before I end, here's a last phrase.
I'm waiting for a message, a reply, a greet...
Just a simple wish, but it's hard to achieve. That's why it fed me up.
Night, pal.
Gonna stop here and go now. Darkness always gives me the creeps.
