2012年8月16日星期四
someone?
my heart beat pump so fast that i couldn't control it. i can barely hard to manage my tension and stress. i am kind of lost control actually inside my body, but yet my face motion just keep on maintain within one look. i don't know how can i do it, i don't know how to find my guts back. i'm too tiny to be seen. i don't know what am i troubling about. i think i need a talk. yes, i need a talk. someone? my heart keep beating like hell, as if i'm going to die once i go to sleep. it's a critical feeling, it's a horrible moment, it's suck when it's time for bed! i really hate night time, it made me like a criminal, a thief, a nobody, a coward zombie. i think i need a talk. yes! i really need a talk. someone? ...............
2012年8月9日星期四
脑袋快要炸开的那一瞬间。
我没有地方可以去，我真的没有地方可以去！在夜半空中，我不想飞，我只想呐喊！很想呐喊！可以吗？真的可以吗？你们可以接受这么反常的我吗？我已经很控制我的情绪了，这还不够吗？我已经表明了，也不行吗？！那你们希望我怎么样？怎么样！流泪吗？已经流啦，心里面一直不停的在流着了。可以了吗？其实很简单。就让我一个人静静的待着，喝下一整桶的水，行吗。没有必要再跟我说话。我只怕我会承受不起。我只怕在你们面前流泪。
既然我们用这种方式相处了那么多年，就让它继续下去吧。没有必要在途中更改，不是吗。从新开始。多难啊。
既然我们用这种方式相处了那么多年，就让它继续下去吧。没有必要在途中更改，不是吗。从新开始。多难啊。
2012年6月1日星期五
2012年4月9日星期一
2012年4月4日星期三
我的宝贝，乖乖的睡觉去吧。
我亲爱的宝贝啊，怎么又失眠了呢？
再不睡觉，身子累垮了怎么办啊？
不要忘记了，梦想等着你去实现呢。
不要闹别扭了，就乖乖的，睡觉去吧。
……
但是，宝贝真的睡不着。
也不知道个所以然。
……
……
……
我知道，我最美了。
2012年2月21日星期二
陈绮贞 《表面的和平》
原来，找到一首完全贴切的歌，心里像是找到了知己。
那么的舒服、那么的窝心。
我笑了。
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我也無所謂 你說什麼都到
當我已經變成了你零碎的時間
終於有機會 讓自己再沉澱
讓我回到過去不再為你而 分裂
我竟然如此 執著於星座配對
但是對我們的感覺我比誰都要強烈
我曾經仔細聽 你說的大道理
我曾經認識你 像小孩的任性
我曾經凝視你 你眼睛裡的熱情
小心不跌入你流失的回憶
終於有機會讓自己再沉澱
讓我回到過去毫無恐懼的直言
是你太鬆懈還是我一向 太尖銳
當你不止一次脫口而出曾是對別人的稱謂
＊我曾經仔細聽 你說的大道理
曾經小心翼翼 維持表面的和平
曾經認真反省 不唱昨日的歌曲
小心不跌入你流失的回憶＊
REPEAT＊
為了不讓你傷心 傷了我的心2012年2月19日星期日
Im waiting for....
You see, praying is actually not working at all, so do the wishes.
Wishes are made just as a reminder to oneself, so that you remember what to do and what to achieve.
You know what I wish and pray for?
Well, whatever... In fact, that's my own problem, right?.
That is a weird thing, why people always not satisfied with own's situation, but to admire others.
Actually, I pretty love myself. Everything I did, will surely turn back and ask for my feeling.
I care myself much than others. And so, it's the only way I could please myself.
Just imagine in this way, go for it which I'm comfort with.
But that is a serious problem instead. I'm not a honest girl, lie to myself is absolutely make me an idiot.
Definitely, I'm an idiot.
Because what I'm doing exactly right now is waiting.
I'm waiting for someone to care about me, as I had done enough caring myself and others.
It's exhausted, do you know that?.
Having such a family member is really an exhausted job, but nobody knows it, and yet, nobody would rather wan to talk to me and get to know it.
I know that communication is very important in our life, and so, I like to talk to people and get to know more about them, just to avoid unnecessary conflict between one another. It's not an easy job in fact, if one's doesn't want to communicate with you. It's tough to judge and predict oneself just using my small brain. It's tough and it could probably welled up my eyes.
Before I end, here's a last phrase.
I'm waiting for a message, a reply, a greet...
Just a simple wish, but it's hard to achieve. That's why it fed me up.
Night, pal.
Gonna stop here and go now. Darkness always gives me the creeps.
Wishes are made just as a reminder to oneself, so that you remember what to do and what to achieve.
You know what I wish and pray for?
Well, whatever... In fact, that's my own problem, right?.
That is a weird thing, why people always not satisfied with own's situation, but to admire others.
Actually, I pretty love myself. Everything I did, will surely turn back and ask for my feeling.
I care myself much than others. And so, it's the only way I could please myself.
Just imagine in this way, go for it which I'm comfort with.
But that is a serious problem instead. I'm not a honest girl, lie to myself is absolutely make me an idiot.
Definitely, I'm an idiot.
Because what I'm doing exactly right now is waiting.
I'm waiting for someone to care about me, as I had done enough caring myself and others.
It's exhausted, do you know that?.
Having such a family member is really an exhausted job, but nobody knows it, and yet, nobody would rather wan to talk to me and get to know it.
I know that communication is very important in our life, and so, I like to talk to people and get to know more about them, just to avoid unnecessary conflict between one another. It's not an easy job in fact, if one's doesn't want to communicate with you. It's tough to judge and predict oneself just using my small brain. It's tough and it could probably welled up my eyes.
Before I end, here's a last phrase.
I'm waiting for a message, a reply, a greet...
Just a simple wish, but it's hard to achieve. That's why it fed me up.
Night, pal.
Gonna stop here and go now. Darkness always gives me the creeps.
2012年2月15日星期三
Dream.
What kind of dreams do you have in mind?
Well, for sure. Everyone has a lot in mind, just different for everyone.
Glory, Glamorous, Gorgeous, Fame, Elegant......
We all want a lot, even everything. But actually, we just need some.
Just a little will do, and you may fly up to the sky.
It's so called "miracle", to me.
It's a long night time, was thinking whether I should write to you or not, but no words were out from mind. Only two words flowed in the sky for me,which is "No Reply". Exactly! No reply. And so, I did not write to you. Decided to dream of my Starbuck's Coffee again in the middle of the breezy night.
I miss.
I miss everything. I miss the moments you comb my hair. I miss the days I sat on my daddy's shoulder. I miss the days I joked to my grandma. I miss the days my brother playing with me. I miss the hug from my mother. I miss. I miss everything. I miss you.
And I miss my tears......
Goodnight, everyone.
Everything will be true fine, when sun rises and shine on our face.
Let's pray for it.
Sweet Dream.
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